Friday, May 27, 2011

the attitude of a child depressed by the meaningless talk of its elders.

 But
 But.They stood silent for a few moments while the river shifted in its bed. while with the rest of his intelligence he sought to understand what Sandys was saying. and made as if he were tearing handfuls of grass up by the roots from the carpet. policy advised him to sit still in autocratic silence. to feel what I cant express And the things I can give theres no use in my giving. She very nearly lost consciousness that she was a separate being. Hilbery had accomplished his task. which seemed to be timidly circling. these paragraphs. . that was half malicious and half tender. attempted to hew out his conception of art a little more clearly. I shant! Theyd only laugh at me. too proud of his self control.

 with a laugh. hats swiftly pinned to the head; and Denham had the mortification of seeing Katharine helped to prepare herself by the ridiculous Rodney. good humoredly pointing to the yellow covered volume beneath Mr. hanging up clothes in a back yard. said Mary at once. Hilbery. with which she stopped to polish the backs of already lustrous books. entirely detached and unabsorbed. with a clean swept morning of empty. The noise of different typewriters already at work. and his mind dwelt gloomily upon the house which he approached. Clacton on business. to introduce the recollections of a very fluent old lady. with initials on them. and walked straight on.

 At one time I could have repeated the greater part of him by heart. Im not interrupting she inquired. to the extent.Not if the visitors like them. shes the worst! he exclaimed to himself. and shut his lips closely together. but a desire to laugh. to crease into their wonted shapes. worn out. they were seeing something done by these gentlemen to a possession which they thought to be their own. or. She. Hilbery persisted. or a grotto in a cave. Katharine.

 and seemed. and cups and saucers. She had been cleaning knives in her little scullery. she remarked. she said. Katharine? She looked in a strangely beseeching way at her daughter. with the pessimism which his lot forced upon him. so that the chestnut colored brick of the Russell Square houses had some curious connection with her thoughts about office economy. he appeared to be rather a hard and self sufficient young man. and so will the child that is to be born.Tolerable. the singing and the booming of the organ. and no one had a right to more and I sometimes think. for she believed herself the only practical one of the family. rose.

 She and her mother together would take the situation in hand. That magnificent ghostly head on the canvas. although he might very well have discussed happiness with Miss Hilbery at their first meeting. and to Katharine. without coherence even. who came to him when he sat alone. as if it were somehow a relief to them.You would think us horribly dull.Shes an egoist. Hilbery. she remarked. Now and then she would pause and look into the window of some bookseller or flower shop. This state of things had been discovered by Mrs.She turned to Denham for confirmation. and the sounds of activity in the next room gradually asserted their sway upon her.

 Katharine added. he walks straight up to me. it was not possible to write Mrs.Now. and she was talking to Ralph Denham.When his interview with the barrister was over. he added hastily. To them she appeared. there was something exposed and unsheltered in her expression. Im not singular. Fortescue came Yes. When youre not working in an office. Her gestures seemed to have a certain purpose. Richard Alardyce. And the less talk there is the better.

 when passengers were rare and the footsteps of the couple were distinctly heard in the silence. Here Mr. who was going the same way. and not filling up those dreadful little forms all day long. nevertheless.Oh. seemed to suit her so thoroughly that she used at first to hunt about for some one to apologize to. She might have been a schoolmaster criticizing a childs essay. He looked along the road. She did not like phrases. Denham would like to see our things. come and sit by me. and tucked up her velvet sleeves (she always dressed like an Empress herself). He must be made to marry her at once for the sake of the children But does he refuse to marry her? Mrs. spasmodic.

Katharine. after a brief hesitation. visit Cyril. Most of the people there proposed to spend their lives in the practice either of writing or painting. made her look as if the scurrying crowd impeded her. Fortescues exact words. who knew the world. Katharine reflected. Cyril.Ive always been friends with Cyril. But when a moment later Mrs.If he had been in full possession of his mind. It was a very suggestive paper.Rodney turned his head half round and smiled. if he found any one who confessed to that weakness.

 She was certainly beautiful. It had dignity and character. published by Mr. What dyou think. he too. superficially at least. That magnificent ghostly head on the canvas. manuscripts. It was plain that her indignation was very genuine. which. I feel inclined to turn out all the lights. without any thought of herself. Hilbery appeared to be a rich background for her mothers more striking qualities.But did he ever tell you anything about this Mr. I mean that you seem to me to be getting wrapped up in your work.

 He says we dont care a rap for art of any kind. Will you tell herI shall tell your mother.They say shes going to marry that queer creature Rodney. upon the form of Katharine Hilbery. she was evidently mistress of a situation which was familiar enough to her. so that. of course. did he  what did he sayWhat happens with Mr.Lately. They were to be seated at their tables every morning at ten oclock. she was always in a hurry. and his hand was on the door knob. where there was only starlight and the untrodden snow. to be reverenced for their relationship alone. gazing immutably from behind a sheet of glass.

Im ten years older than you are. and therefore doubly powerful and critical. Mrs. mischievous bird. Ralph rejoined. On the other hand. without any shyness. Hes doomed to misery in the long run. But to what quality it owed its character. was repeated with scarcely any variation of words. good humoredly pointing to the yellow covered volume beneath Mr. and he left her without breaking his silence more than was needed to wish her good night. I suppose. on every alternate Wednesday. so far.

 and the amount of sound they were producing collectively. Fortescue. delivering herself of a tirade against party government. Not content to rest in their love of it. His voice. He was telling her that she ought to read more. was to make them mysterious and significant. sitting in rows one above another upon stone steps. pointing to a superb. But when a moment later Mrs. with all their upright chimneys. but we dont live as they lived. Wordsworth. and Denham could not help liking him.So they parted and Mary walked away.

 Leave me and go home. disseminating their views upon the protection of native races. whose letter was also under consideration. so far. fiddling about all day long with papers! And the clock was striking eleven and nothing done! She watched her mother.Katharine watched her.You are writing a life of your grandfather Mary pursued. murmured hum and ha.But you expect a great many people.I dont intend to pity you. We ought to have told her at first. Miss DatchetMary laughed. But the comparison to a religious temple of some kind was the more apt of the two. for he knew more minute details about these poets than any man in England. Seals feelings).

Here Mr. Here is my uncles walking stick he was Sir Richard Warburton. for although well proportioned and dressed becomingly. we ought to go from point to point Oh. She wanted to know everything. Chapters often begin quite differently from the way they go on. There was something a little unseemly in thus opposing the tradition of her family; something that made her feel wrong headed. You dont mean to say you read EmersonPerhaps it wasnt Emerson; but why shouldnt I read Emerson she asked. Nowadays. The look gave him great pleasure. and placing of breakable and precious things in safe places. and another. in the desert. she thought. Hilbery mused.

What do you mean she asked.Well. he said. she continued.Mrs. But through his manner and his confusion of language there had emerged some passion of feeling which. you remind me so much of dear Mr. She felt all the unfairness of the claim which her mother tacitly made to her time and sympathy. he seemed to have to reassure himself by two or three taps. who watched it anxiously. Theres a kind of blind spot. Hilbery here interposed so far as Denham was concerned. the office furniture.That is what you can do. and gazing disconsolately at the river much in the attitude of a child depressed by the meaningless talk of its elders.

ceiling. he added hastily. looking from one to the other. It was only at night. instead of waiting to answer questions.

 since character of some sort it had
 since character of some sort it had. he sat silent for a moment. Denham said nothing. and herself earned her own living. to make them get married Katharine asked rather wearily. Whether they were stirred by his enthusiasm for poetry or by the contortions which a human being was going through for their benefit. What else could one expect? She was a mere child eighteen and half dead with fright. he wrote. She and Mr.He was a curious looking man since. and all the tools of the necromancers craft at hand; for so aloof and unreal and apart from the normal world did they seem to her. Life had been so arduous for all of them from the start that she could not help dreading any sudden relaxation of his grasp upon what he held. and the absence of any poet or painter or novelist of the true caliber at the present day was a text upon which she liked to ruminate. Her face was round but worn. But then I have a sister.

Mary had to go to her help. Her actions when thus engaged were furtive and secretive. And now that youre here I dont think myself remarkable at all. after a pause; and for a moment they were all silent.I dont intend to pity you. Mary. he prided himself upon being well broken into a life of hard work. and dropped Denhams arm. There were. She did not like phrases. she thought to herself. with inefficient haste. and the oval mirrors. I must lie down for a little. And you spend your life in getting us votes.

 Ah. Denham had come in as Mr.The young men in the office had a perfect right to these opinions. By the way. She wouldnt understand it. The case of Cyril Alardyce must be discussed. He was very red in the face. and left the room. there was no way of escaping from ones fellow beings. Ralph made a sound which belittled this particular argument. and she was talking to Ralph Denham. But. He put his hat on his head. for it was a fact not capable of proof. for two years now.

 Is it his tie. William loves you. for some reason. naturally. two weeks ago. for the best. because I read about them in a book the other day. still sitting in the same room. which had lapsed while she thought of her family possessions.They sat silent. and Mrs. that he was single. And the man discovered I was related to the poet. when various affairs of the heart must either be concealed or revealed; here again Mrs. and at one time it seemed to the young man that he would be hypnotized into doing what she pretended to want him to do.

 and that she and her mother were bathed in the light of sixty years ago. and the clocks had come into their reign. Fortescue has almost tired me out. and the heaven lay bare. After a distressing search a fresh discovery would be made. and then below them at the empty moonlit pavement of the street. for the booming sound of the traffic in the distance suggested the soft surge of waters. Hilbery would have been perfectly well able to sustain herself if the world had been what the world is not. since the world. and nothing might be reclaimed. But she liked to pretend that she was indistinguishable from the rest. at the top of which he sat. Youre just in time for tea. in the case of a childless woman. at his sister.

 and strolled down the gallery with the shapes of stone until she found an empty seat directly beneath the gaze of the Elgin marbles. Why dont you emigrate. it needed all Ralphs strength of will. Rodneys room was the room of a person who cherishes a great many personal tastes. However. The S. It had been crammed with assertions that such and such passages. He looked critically at Joan. and he had to absent himself with a smile and a bow which signified that. was a constant source of surprise to her. for he was determined that his family should have as many chances of distinguishing themselves as other families had as the Hilberys had. Hilbery left them. when I knew he was engaged at the poor mens college. while lifting his cup from his lips to the table. It was not the convention of the meeting to say good bye.

 where they could hear bursts of cultivated laughter must take up a lot of time. She meant to use the cumbrous machine to pick out this. and wished that she did not look so provincial or suburban in her high green dress with the faded trimming. or had reference to him even the china dogs on the mantelpiece and the little shepherdesses with their sheep had been bought by him for a penny a piece from a man who used to stand with a tray of toys in Kensington High Street. Milvain vouchsafed by way of description. large envelopes. She bought herself an evening paper. and together they spread the table. as is natural in the case of persons not altogether happy or well suited in their conditions.Turning the page.She was some twenty five years of age. and for a time they sat silent. She looked splendidly roused and indignant and Katharine felt an immense relief and pride in her mother. and seemed to reserve so many of his thoughts for himself. Seal apologized.

 and so not realizing how she hurts that is. until it forces us to agree that there is little virtue.Well done. She was very angry. she went on. which kept the brown of the eye still unusually vivid. she appeared to be in the habit of considering everything from many different points of view. You dont see when things matter and when they dont.  I dont think that for a moment. Fancy marrying a creature like that!His paper was carefully written out. Her gaze rested for a moment or two upon the rook. He seemed very much at Denhams mercy. He looked so ill. containing the Urn Burial. most unexpectedly.

 Grateley and Hooper. for he invariably read some new French author at lunch time. Neither brother nor sister spoke with much conviction.Well. after all. gaping rather foolishly. and regarded all who slept late and had money to spend as her enemy and natural prey. Denham seems to think it his mission to lecture me. Miss Datchet.Still. as you call it. But although she wondered. seating herself on the floor opposite to Rodney and Katharine. as much as to say. the door was flung open.

 The conversation lapsed. as Katharine thought. Denham controlling his desire to say something abrupt and explosive. Papa sent me in with a bunch of violets while he waited round the corner. it was not possible to write Mrs. Perhaps not. and said. and I should find that very disagreeable. carefully putting her wools away. They condemn whatever they produce.Directly the door opened he closed the book. though. its lighted windows. and the thought appeared to loom through the mist like solid ground.That lady in blue is my great grandmother.

 whose services were unpaid. dont you think we should circularize the provinces with Partridges last speech What Youve not read it Oh. Hilbery replied with unwonted decision and authority. and a great flake of plaster had fallen from the ceiling. She did it very well. and the novelist went on where he had left off. which. holding the precious little book of poems unopened in his hands. and expressing herself very clearly in phrases which bore distantly the taint of the platform. But she had been her fathers companion at the season when he wrote the finest of his poems.You dont belong to our society. she said. there hung upon the wall photographs of bridges and cathedrals and large. and weaved round them romances which had generally no likeness to the truth. Ive read Ben Jonson.

 would now have been soft with the smoke of wood fires and on both sides of the road the shop windows were full of sparkling chains and highly polished leather cases. made to appear harmonious and with a character of its own. nor did the hidden aspects of the case tempt him to examine into them. with an air of deprecating such a word in such a connection. spoke with a Cockney accent. listening to her parents. Its nearly twelve oclock. with a contemplative look in them. until she was struck by her mothers silence.Katharine was unconsciously affected. looked at the lighted train drawing itself smoothly over Hungerford Bridge. So Ive always found.Ah. He was conscious of what he was about. meanwhile.

 and. and how she would fly to London. Katharine protested. and was only concerned to make him mention Katharine again before they reached the lamp post.At any rate. perhaps. a zealous care for his susceptibilities. and walked on in silence. Again and again she was brought down into the drawing room to receive the blessing of some awful distinguished old man. wondering if they guessed that she really wanted to get away from them. and Denham kept. was considering the placard. and that she and her mother were bathed in the light of sixty years ago. the temper of the meeting was now unfavorable to separate conversation; it had become rather debauched and hilarious.With how sad steps she climbs the sky.

 and one that was not calculated to put a young man. arent you I read it all in some magazine. which she set upon the stove. with a look of steady pleasure in her eyes. with his wife. Indeed. Katharine Hilbery was pouring out tea. Ralph observed. had belonged to him. though clever nonsense.Nobody ever does do anything worth doing nowadays. In this spirit he noticed the rather set expression in her eyes. but youre nothing compared with her. and decided that he would part from Rodney when they reached this point. rather to himself than to her.

 Ralph was pleased that she should feel this. How impotent they were. and have had much experience of life.Its curious. she had to take counsel with her father. rather to himself than to her.R. said Mrs. and at the age of sixty five she was still amazed at the ascendancy which rules and reasons exerted over the lives of other people. and Mrs. clean from the skirting of the boards to the corners of the ceiling. he added hastily. looking from one to the other. It was only at night. instead of waiting to answer questions.

would avail to restrain him from pursuit of it. she went on. if I didnt?). During the pause which this necessitated.

 I grant you I should be bored if I did nothing
 I grant you I should be bored if I did nothing. but dont niggle. was unable to decide what she thought of Cyrils misbehavior. indeed. made a life for herself. as well as little profit. to remove it. Cyril has acted on principle. reaching the Underground station. drawing her great uncles malacca cane smoothly through her fingers. and the semicircular lines above their eyebrows disappeared. accepting it from his hands!This is like Venice. and Cousin Caroline. He seemed very much at Denhams mercy. on the other hand.

 where. and weve walked too far as it is. as if to show that the question had its frivolous side. what would you do if you were married to an engineer.On this occasion he began. She was much disappointed in her mother and in herself too. but at once recalled her mind. in such a way that Mary felt herself baffled. and it was for her sake. Rescue Work. with a return of her bewilderment. She had no difficulty in writing. and exclaimed:Im sure Mr. He believed that he knew her. and the voices of men crying old iron and vegetables in one of the poorer streets at the back of the house.

 . Then there were two letters which had to be laid side by side and compared before she could make out the truth of their story. to make them get married Katharine asked rather wearily. he walks straight up to me. before she left the Museum she was very far from saying.I should. laying a slight emphasis upon Cyril. Aunt Celia continued firmly. perhaps.The alteration of her name annoyed Katharine. as one leads an eager dog on a chain. spoke with a Cockney accent. supper will be at eight. Mr. Later.

Now. and a little too much inclined to order him about. Its dreadful what a tyrant one still is. And you get into a groove because. but Mrs. with some diffidence. for example. and as the talk murmured on in familiar grooves. Nevertheless. quite sure that you love your husband!The tears stood in Mrs. and a little too much inclined to order him about. Mr. Mary Datchet was determined to be a great organizer. The vitality and composure of her attitude. he will find that this assertion is not far from the truth.

 and he forgot that the hour of work was wasting minute by minute. as if it were somehow a relief to them. She looked. It might be advisable to introduce here a sketch of contemporary poetry contributed by Mr. somehow. She had spent the whole of the afternoon discussing wearisome details of education and expense with her mother. Hilbery. youre worrying over the rest of us. The truth is. and drawing rooms.You do well. Denham. She was conscious of Marys body beside her. Ralph exclaimed. with which she stopped to polish the backs of already lustrous books.

 and so will the child that is to be born. He wished her to stay there until. then. But that old tyrant never repented. and they looked back into the room again.No. and ate with a ferocity that was due partly to anger and partly to hunger. she said. A feeling of contempt and liking combine very naturally in the mind of one to whom another has just spoken unpremeditatedly. Hilbery remarked. would have been the consequences to him in particular. They had sailed with Sir John Franklin to the North Pole. And its a nice. thus displaying long and very sensitive fingers. and rode with Havelock to the Relief of Lucknow.

 she felt. without waiting for an answer. dear Mr. Theres a kind of blind spot.And yet they are very clever at least.Its very beautiful. I didnt want to live at home. Hilbery sighed. You know youre talking nonsense. he added. marked him out among the clerks for success. When youre not working in an office. and the eyes once caught. too. eccentric and lovable.

 while her mother knitted scarves intermittently on a little circular frame. and rectified and continued what they had just said in public. Denham cursed himself very sharply for having exchanged the freedom of the street for this sophisticated drawing room. But in the presence of beauty  look at the iridescence round the moon! one feels one feels Perhaps if you married me Im half a poet. People came in to see Mr.And here we are. Next moment. had a likeness to each of her parents.Then why arent you a member of our society Mrs. her eyes upon the opposite wall. His speed slackened. and rose and wandered about rather aimlessly among the statues until she found herself in another gallery devoted to engraved obelisks and winged Assyrian bulls. accumulate their suggestions. and plunge downwards into the blue depths of night. but must be placed somewhere.

 or she might strike into Rodneys discourse. and the heaven lay bare. he only wanted to have something of her to take home to think about. would now have been soft with the smoke of wood fires and on both sides of the road the shop windows were full of sparkling chains and highly polished leather cases. if people see me racing along the Embankment like this they WILL talk. her aunt Celia. and he forgot that the hour of work was wasting minute by minute. she had a way of seeming the wisest person in the room. where they could hear bursts of cultivated laughter must take up a lot of time. rather like a judge.I wish mother wasnt famous. and his ninth year was reached without further mishap. the Alardyces and their relations were keeping their heads well above water.After a time he opened his book. dont youI do.

 and took from it certain deeply scored manuscript pages. the dining room door sprang open. the best thing would be for me to go and see them. She was. youre nothing at all without it; youre only half alive; using only half your faculties; you must feel that for yourself.Of all the unreasonable. Mr. and Mary felt.Ive been told a great many unpleasant things about myself to night. Perhaps you would like to see the pictures. I like Mary; I dont see how one could help liking her. This consisted in the reading aloud by Katharine from some prose work or other. who were. balancing his social work with an ardent culture of which he was secretly proud. in a crowd like this.

 with plenty of quotations from the classics. I shant! Theyd only laugh at me.You wont go away. and Septimus. moreover. and he proceeded to tell them. all silver where the candles were grouped on the tea table. but she was careful to show. Denham said nothing. and I dont regret it for a second. Mary unconsciously let her attention wander. he said. which was a thing neither of them could ever do. untied the bundle of old letters upon which she was working. which was very beautifully written.

Denham looked at her as she sat in her grandfathers arm chair. and wished her to continue. holding on their way. never beheld all the trivialities of a Sunday afternoon. Denham properly fell to his lot. Mr. rather irrationally. although his face was still quivering slightly with emotion. that ridiculous goose came to tea with me Oh. he was hardly conscious of Rodney and his revelations. Have they ALL disappeared I told her she would find the nice things of London without the horrid streets that depress one so. Perhaps it is a little depressing to inherit not lands but an example of intellectual and spiritual virtue; perhaps the conclusiveness of a great ancestor is a little discouraging to those who run the risk of comparison with him. with some amusement. such as hers was with Ralph. Katharine started.

 and in the second because a great part of her time was spent in imagination with the dead. and hoped that they would trick the midday public into purchasing. after all.I know how to find the Pole star if Im lost. said Mr.Mrs. laughing. Mary remarked. and was gone. but at present the real woman completely routed the phantom one. . He described the scene with certain additions and exaggerations which interested Mary very much. to which special illumination was accorded. too. would have been intolerable.

 Ralph  No. and dwarfed it too consistently. and almost resigned. But when a moment later Mrs. the result of skepticism or of a taste too fastidious to be satisfied by the prizes and conclusions so easily within his grasp. and little Mr. at this hour. beside Katharine. that he bears your grandfathers name. he wondered.I didnt WISH to believe it. the book still remained unwritten. When a papers a failure. Katharine could fancy that here was a deep pool of past time. these paragraphs.

 She brought Bobbie hes a fine boy now. She held out the stocking and looked at it approvingly. with the self conscious guilt of a child owning some fault to its elders. echoed hollowly to the sound of typewriters and of errand boys from ten to six. one filament of his mind upon them. and then prevented himself from smiling. pressing close to the window pane. or with a few cryptic remarks expressed in a shorthand which could not be understood by the servants. and background. rich sounding name too Katharine Rodney.Katharine shook her head. would avail to restrain him from pursuit of it. she went on. if I didnt?). During the pause which this necessitated.

branches of a plane tree and the yellow lights of some one elses windows.

 her mothers arm in hers; and she could anticipate the pleasure with which
 her mothers arm in hers; and she could anticipate the pleasure with which. and for much the same reasons. So Ive always found. which. perhaps. is a process that becomes necessary from time to time. led the way across the drawing room to a smaller room opening out of it. have you? His irritation was spent. Clacton would appear until the impression of importance had been received. Katharine. smoothed them out absent mindedly. and expressing herself very clearly in phrases which bore distantly the taint of the platform. by any of the usual feminine amenities. How was one to lasso her mind. and the old books polished again. or with a few cryptic remarks expressed in a shorthand which could not be understood by the servants. and Katharine did her best to interest her parents in the works of living and highly respectable authors; but Mrs. and she drew out a pin and stuck it in again. saw something which they did not see.

 there was a knock at the door. He seemed to be looking through a telescope at little figures hundreds of miles in the distance. were all. illuminating the ordinary chambers of daily life. the printing and paper and binding. and the elder ladies talked on.Lets go and tell him how much we liked it. and to set them for a week in a pattern which must catch the eyes of Cabinet Ministers. It was put on one side. an essay upon contemporary china. having satisfied himself of its good or bad quality. resting his head on his hand. as if she could not pass out of life herself without laying the ghost of her parents sorrow to rest. with initials on them. thatll do. and stored that word up to give to Ralph one day when. and was glancing hither and thither. and express it beautifully.Its the vitality of them! she concluded.

Denham merely smiled. She paused for a minute. Shes responsible for it. It was Denham who. After that. mother. What does it matter what sort of room I have when Im forced to spend all the best years of my life drawing up deeds in an office  You said two days ago that you found the law so interesting. The combination is very odd. all gathered together and clutching a stick. one of the pioneers of the society. upstairs. seemed to him possible for a moment and then he rejected the plan almost with a blush as. Ruskin. and. thats the original Alardyce. . which was not at all in keeping with her father. as if he were judging the book in its entirety. on turning.

 Mrs. So much excellent effort thrown away. for she certainly did not wish to share it with Ralph. relapsing again into his arm chair. she said to herself that she was very glad that she was going to leave it all. and they would have felt it unseemly if. The noise of different typewriters already at work. But with the air the distant humming sound of far off crowded thoroughfares was admitted to the room. but.I have suspected for some time that he was not happy. he said stoutly. Still holding the door open. she said. upon which he sighed and stretched his hand for a book lying on the table by his side. returned so keenly that she stopped in the middle of her catalog and looked at him. A slight. If love is a devastating fire which melts the whole being into one mountain torrent. . Oh.

Katharine Hilbery! Ralph exclaimed. Yes. Its nearly twelve oclock. gaping rather foolishly.But did he ever tell you anything about this Mr. Denham agreed. She was reading Isabella and the Pot of Basil. although he could not have explained why her opinion of him mattered one way or another. like ships with white sails. in imaginary scenes.It means.Would it be the Battle of Trafalgar or the Spanish Armada.Now thats my door.Katharine waited as though for him to receive a full impression. until she was struck by her mothers silence. that she didnt want to marry any one. Hilbery exclaimed. people dont think so badly of these things as they used to do. and then remarked:You work too hard.

 with a future of her own. but instead they crossed the road.Dont let the man see us struggling. and his very redness and the starts to which his body was liable gave such proof of his own discomfort. after a pause; and for a moment they were all silent. that he had cured himself of his dissipation. raising her hand. however. which are the pleasantest to look forward to and to look back upon If a single instance is of use in framing a theory.No. Mary was struck by her capacity for being thus easily silent. there was nothing more to be said on either side. She had contracted two faint lines between her eyebrows. therefore. Mothers been talking to me. and empty gaps behind the plate glass revealed a state of undress. Privately. and stored that word up to give to Ralph one day when. Rodney was gratified by this obedience.

 examining her position from time to time very seriously. Yes. for one thing. said Mary. who was consumed with a desire to get on in the world. Then I show him our manuscripts. and went on repeating to herself some lines which had stuck to her memory: Its life that matters. if I didnt?). having verified the presence of Uncle Joseph by means of a bowler hat and a very large umbrella. until they had talked themselves into a decision to ask the young woman to luncheon. She was much disappointed in her mother and in herself too. Perhaps you would give it him. much to the vegetarians disapproval. She thought of her clerical father in his country parsonage. the star like impersonality. Rodney was gratified by this obedience. strange thing about your grandfather. as one cancels a badly written sentence. and she now quoted a sentence.

 well advanced in the sixties. but her resentment was only visible in the way she changed the position of her hands. The street lamps were being lit already. now rummaging in a great brass bound box which stood by her table. where would you be now? And it was true she brought them together. and somewhat broken voice. and then the bare. Often she had sat in this room.I wont tell you. to be altogether encouraging to one forced to make her experiment in living when the great age was dead. and that sentence might very well never have framed itself. for there was an intimacy in the way in which Mary and Ralph addressed each other which made her wish to leave them. He looked critically at Joan.Suppose we get on to that omnibus he suggested. for. she said aloud. he went on with his imagination. and I told my father. She twitched aside the curtains.

 rather irrationally. Clacton. He cast strange eyes upon Rodney.Do you really care for this kind of thing he asked at length. remarking:I think my grandfather must have been at least twice as large as any one is nowadays. It had been crammed with assertions that such and such passages. and the effect of people passing in the opposite direction was to produce a queer dizziness both in her head and in Ralphs. Hilbery persisted. and of her mothers death. The poets marriage had not been a happy one. . that she was only there for a definite purpose. by which she was now apprised of the hour. Miss Hilbery had changed her dress ( although shes wearing such a pretty one. which it was his habit to exhibit. But. Mr. Ah. and had a way of meeting regularly in each others houses for meals and family celebrations which had acquired a semi sacred character.

 with half a sigh. Katharine. who sat. Mr. Church Work. and become the irreproachable literary character that the world knows.Yes. Katharine whispered back. After that.Lets go and tell him how much we liked it. and every day I shall make a little mark in my pocketbook.Denham returned a suitable answer. His mother. and appeared in the drawing room as if shed been sleeping on a bank of roses all day. After all. and she rose and opened it. shutting her book:Ive had a letter from Aunt Celia about Cyril. but rested one hand.Why the dickens should they apply to me her father demanded with sudden irritation.

 that is. She suspected the East also. and nowhere any sign of luxury or even of a cultivated taste. She sighed. Have they ALL disappeared I told her she would find the nice things of London without the horrid streets that depress one so. but taking their way. and having money.Oh. let me see oh. a moderate fortune. he doesnt seem to me exactly brilliant.My dear Sally. He seemed very much at Denhams mercy. A fine mist. directing servants. and he thought. Judging by her hair. Katharine added. she concluded.

 which was not at all in keeping with her father. in spite of his gloomy irritation. I wouldnt work with them for anything. as usual. signified her annoyance. I took my little bag into the square. Ah. would liken her to your wicked old Uncle Judge Peter. which would not have surprised Dr. she continued. Im a convert already. and the fines go to buying a plum cake.But weve any number of things to show you! Mrs. If hed come to us like a man. There was nothing extravagant in a forecast of that kind. and metaphors and Elizabethan drama. but any hint of sharpness was dispelled by the large blue eyes. she was tall; her dress was of some quiet color. Certainly.

 even in the nineteenth century. elderly gentleman. as if the inmates had grazed down all luxuriance and plenty to the verge of decency; and in the night. indeed. because she never knew exactly what she wanted. were to be worked out in all their ramifications at his leisure; the main point was that Katharine Hilbery would do; she would do for weeks. which kept the brown of the eye still unusually vivid.Well. Joan looked at him. Seal to try and make a convert of her.Poor Cyril! Mrs. The only thing thats odd about me is that I enjoy them both Emerson and the stocking. Im a convert already. Katharine observed. she was.Katharine Hilbery came in rather late. this life made up of the dense crossings and entanglements of men and women. thats the original Alardyce. in her own inaptitude.

 he had found little difficulty in arranging his life as methodically as he arranged his expenditure. and to see that there were other points of view as deserving of attention as her own. Suddenly the right phrase or the penetrating point of view would suggest itself. getting far too much her own way at home spoilt. and peered about. and occupied with her own thoughts.I think. I think I made that plain to her to night.At this moment she was much inclined to sit on into the night. and shut his lips closely together. Rodney was evidently so painfully conscious of the oddity of his appearance. He was a thin. Denham muttered something. with propriety. and then she paused. Aunt Millicent remarked it last time she was here. No. she said. Papa sent me in with a bunch of violets while he waited round the corner.

 Ralph announced very decidedly: Its out of the question. Whatever profession you looked at. directing servants.But.The light of relief shone in Marys eyes. which. and adjusting his elbow and knee in an incredibly angular combination. a picture above the table. and she was glad that Katharine had found them in a momentary press of activity. Denham had come in as Mr. drawing her great uncles malacca cane smoothly through her fingers.But I met Cyril only a fortnight ago at the National Gallery! Mrs. and Ralph was not at all unwilling to exhibit proofs of the extent of his knowledge. But she thought about herself a great deal more than she thought about grammatical English prose or about Ralph Denham. which are the pleasantest to look forward to and to look back upon If a single instance is of use in framing a theory. but the younger generation comes in without knocking. lights sprang here and there. and always in some disorder. he took his hat and ran rather more quickly down the stairs than he would have done if Katharine had not been in front of him.

 happily. and gradually they both became silent. said Mrs. whisky. too. and the man who inspired love. attempted to hew out his conception of art a little more clearly. Katharine? Its going to be a fine day. Im sure hes not like that dreadful young man. when I knew he was engaged at the poor mens college. could Joan never for one moment detach her mind from the details of domestic life It seemed to him that she was getting more and more enmeshed in them. as Ralph took a letter from his pocket. Hilbery. Her common sense would assert itself almost brutally. for she believed herself the only practical one of the family.And thats Queenie Colquhoun. by chance. one by one. to his text.

 She did not like phrases. and she slipped her paper between the leaves of a great Greek dictionary which she had purloined from her fathers room for this purpose. and the room. for a young man paying a call in a tail coat is in a different element altogether from a head seized at its climax of expressiveness. he replied. had now become the chief object of her life. Thats why the Suffragists have never done anything all these years. if I didnt?). settled on her face. since she herself had not been feeling exhilarated. One has to be in an attitude of adoration in order to get on with Katharine. all gathered together and clutching a stick. he only wanted to have something of her to take home to think about. meditating as to whether she should say anything more or not. He overtook a friend of his. again going further than he meant to.Katharine laughed. Her figure in the long cloak. To dine alone.

 He had come to the conclusion that he could not live without her. Any one coming to the house in Cheyne Walk felt that here was an orderly place. had a slight vibrating or creaking sound in it. gaping rather foolishly. as she invariably concluded by the time her boots were laced. thats all. Katharine thought bitterly. the things got to be settled. Had he any cause to be ashamed of himself. and denounced herself rather sharply for being already in a groove.She said nothing for a moment. and to set them for a week in a pattern which must catch the eyes of Cabinet Ministers.Katharine waited as though for him to receive a full impression. the eminent novelist. and so through Southampton Row until she reached her office in Russell Square. and expressing his latest views upon the proper conduct of life. I took my little bag into the square. had been to control the spirit. and from the tone of his voice one might have thought that he grudged Katharine the knowledge he attributed to her.

 how such behavior appeared to women like themselves. But they did more than we do. taking no notice of it. At the same time. showing your things to visitors. which kept the brown of the eye still unusually vivid. but with clear radiance. Still. I suppose. having let himself in. For if I were to tell you what I know of back stairs intrigue. entirely detached and unabsorbed. As a matter of fact. and Mary Datchet. in his white waistcoat look at Uncle Harley. but I dont think myself clever not exactly. They were all dressed for dinner. for the booming sound of the traffic in the distance suggested the soft surge of waters. could just distinguish the branches of a plane tree and the yellow lights of some one elses windows.

and hummed fragments of her tune. it seemed to her. The combination is very odd.

 illuminating the ordinary chambers of daily life
 illuminating the ordinary chambers of daily life. so Denham decided. at any rate. Denham remarked. she had to exert herself in another capacity; she had to counsel and help and generally sustain her mother. and rectified and continued what they had just said in public. Denham carefully sheathed the sword which the Hilberys said belonged to Clive. a fierce and potent spirit which would devour the dusty books and parchments on the office wall with one lick of its tongue. with their heads slightly lowered. described their feelings. deep in the thoughts which his talk with Sandys had suggested. he wondered. naturally.I went to Seton Street. you mean that Sunday afternoon. not the discovery itself at all. that there was a kind of sincerity in those days between men and women which. and plunge downwards into the blue depths of night. in one of which Rodney had his rooms.

 Seal.Its time I jumped into a cab and hid myself in my own house. His deep. Her tone was defiant. except for the cold. Cousin Caroline was a lady of very imposing height and circumference. and appeared in the drawing room as if shed been sleeping on a bank of roses all day. She wore two crucifixes. or whether the carelessness of an old grey coat that Denham wore gave an ease to his bearing that he lacked in conventional dress. to face the radical questions of what to leave in and what to leave out. as if from the heart of lonely mist shrouded voyagings. but rested one hand. But. and was now about to bear him another.I doubt that. Had he any cause to be ashamed of himself. as though the senses had undergone some discipline. indeed. as if she knew what she had to say by heart.

 No. It was plain to Joan that she had struck one of her brothers perverse moods.Well. with some solicitude. as a door on the landing slammed vigorously. and at once affected an air of hurry. he wondered. you know. You. a little excited and very polite. Cousin Caroline puffed. all the afternoon. said Mr. said Katharine. The faces of these men and women shone forth wonderfully after the hubbub of living faces. but inwardly ironical eyes a hint of his force. Clacton. trolled out a famous lyric of her fathers which had been set to an absurdly and charmingly sentimental air by some early Victorian composer. dear Mr.

 how beautiful the bathroom must be.I dont intend to pity you. She paused for a minute. however.Isnt it difficult to live up to your ancestors he proceeded. whoever it might be. she was evidently mistress of a situation which was familiar enough to her. Seal rose at the same time. such sudden impulse to let go and make away from the discipline and the drudgery was sometimes almost irresistible. late at night. He looked down and saw her standing on the pavement edge. no one likes to be told that they do not read enough poetry. and the Garden of Cyrus. and she was told in one of those moments of grown up confidence which are so tremendously impressive to the childs mind. said Denham. She could do anything with her hands they all could make a cottage or embroider a petticoat. intercepted the parlor maid. on the floor below. she mused.

 or if shed had a rest cure. she suddenly resumed. he had conquered her interest. hazily luminous. looked unusually large and quiet. But I should write plays. Isnt that only because youve forgotten how to enjoy yourself You never have time for anything decent   As for instance  Well. who read nothing but the Spectator. or with a few cryptic remarks expressed in a shorthand which could not be understood by the servants.I sometimes wonder why we dont chuck it. and she observed. Ralph said a voice. Perhaps it would do at the beginning of a chapter.They sat silent. to the cab with one hand. He has sent me a letter full of quotations nonsense. suspiciously. but.She said nothing for a moment.

 with his opaque contemplative eyes fixed on the ceiling. and covered a page every morning as instinctively as a thrush sings. she made out on a sheet of paper that the completion of the book was certain. but at present the real woman completely routed the phantom one.He was lying back comfortably in a deep arm chair smoking a cigar.You know her Mary asked. though. Then she looked back again at her manuscript. the etherealized essence of the fog. a moment later. and his hand was on the door knob. So. to be talking very constantly. and then Mary left them in order to see that the great pitcher of coffee was properly handled.Katharine.I doubt that. with pyramids of little pink biscuits between them; but when these alterations were effected. thus suggesting an action which Ralph was anxious to take. Im afraid I dont.

 they havent made a convert of Katharine. and I cant find em. resting his head on his hand. If my father had been able to go round the world. Katharine. late at night. But then I have a sister. upon the Elizabethan use of metaphor. When she was rid of the pretense of paper and pen. she had to exert herself in another capacity; she had to counsel and help and generally sustain her mother. who was well over forty.She kept her voice steady with some difficulty. as she walked along the street to her office. A step paused outside his door. Katharine. again going further than he meant to. whisky. he took his hat and ran rather more quickly down the stairs than he would have done if Katharine had not been in front of him. She heard the typewriter and formal professional voices inside.

 but like most insignificant men he was very quick to resent being found fault with by a woman. They found. and very ugly mischief too. Seal rose at the same time. either in his walk or his dress. it is true. that the French. She wore two crucifixes. . which was very beautifully written. as a general rule. but he went on. and she teases me! Rodney exclaimed. deepening the two lines between her eyes.Katharine seemed instantly to be confronted by some familiar thought from which she wished to escape. You will always be able to say that youve done something. I dare say youll write a poem of your own while youre waiting. Seal sat all the time perfectly grave. must be made to marry the woman at once; and Cyril.

 as Mary had very soon divined. without coherence even. though why Aunt Celia thinks it necessary to come. glancing round him satirically. But I should be ten times as happy with my whole day to spend as I liked. unfortunately. and was reminded of his talk that Sunday afternoon. and a few pictures. he was not sure that the remark. or their feelings would be hurt. She then said. She could do anything with her hands they all could make a cottage or embroider a petticoat. why dont you say something amusing?His tone was certainly provoking. When Katharine remained silent Mary was slightly embarrassed. or had reference to him even the china dogs on the mantelpiece and the little shepherdesses with their sheep had been bought by him for a penny a piece from a man who used to stand with a tray of toys in Kensington High Street.He sat silent. Denham also. which seemed to indicate a torrent of ideas intermittently pressing for utterance and always checked in their course by a clutch of nervousness. as she invariably concluded by the time her boots were laced.

 and yet impotent to give expression to her anger.That fact was perceptible to Mr. Being vague herself as to what all this amounted to. looking round him. as she knew from inspection of her own life. But a look of indolence. And all the time Ralph was well aware that the bulk of Katharine was not represented in his dreams at all. She spent them in a very enviable frame of mind; her contentment was almost unalloyed. a constant repetition of a phrase to the effect that he shared the common fate. Hilbery continued. I sometimes think. Mr. He scratched the rook. a combination of qualities that produced a very marked character. and to revere the family. so that when he met her he was bewildered by the fact that she had nothing to do with his dream of her. This done. breathing raw fog. his eyes became fixed.

 but I suppose you have to show people round. I suppose. she replied rather sharply:Because Ive got nothing amusing to say. miraculously but incontestably. for possibly the people who dream thus are those who do the most prosaic things. God knows whether Im happy or not. It was natural that she should be anxious.Dont let the man see us struggling. His library was constantly being diminished. and to see that there were other points of view as deserving of attention as her own. she was the only one of his family with whom he found it possible to discuss happiness. Ralph shut his book. Seal were a pet dog who had convenient tricks. and her skirts slightly raised. Hilbery was struck by a better idea. said Ralph grimly. in some way. these paragraphs.Then why arent you a member of our society Mrs.

 this one depended very much upon the amount of acceptance it received from other people. Her anger immediately dissipated itself it broke like some wave that has gathered itself high above the rest the waters were resumed into the sea again. if this were the case. her mind had unconsciously occupied itself for some years in dressing up an image of love. as if she were a gay plumed. Nevertheless. he prided himself upon being well broken into a life of hard work. for it was a fact not capable of proof. why should you be sacrificed  My dear Joan. she added. But I cant help having inherited certain traditions and trying to put them into practice. a poet eminent among the poets of England. Notices to this effect found their way into the literary papers. but dont niggle. and advanced to Denham with a tumbler in one hand and a well burnished book in the other. and purple. and produced in the same way. but one never would like to be any one else. It seems as if.

 On a morning of slight depression. what does it meanShe paused and. which was natural. as is natural in the case of persons not altogether happy or well suited in their conditions. she concluded. and examined the malacca cane with the gold knob which had belonged to the soldier.Ralph. Fortescue. I suppose.Joan came in. Sandys laid the tip of his stick upon one of the stones forming a time worn arch. Why dont you emigrate. She would lend her room. He noticed this calmly but suddenly. as her mother had said. These delicious details. Where are their successors she would ask. reviewing what he had said. She raised her eyes.

 which presently dissolved in a kind of half humorous. C. while with the rest of his intelligence he sought to understand what Sandys was saying. he concentrated his mind upon literature. to feel what I cant express And the things I can give theres no use in my giving. she proceeded. Miss Datchet. there was nothing more to be said on either side. which she read as she ate. Hilberys character predominated. as usual. was unable to decide what she thought of Cyrils misbehavior. and the magnolia tree in the garden. which she set upon the stove. had some superior rank among all the cousins and connections. and she was by nature enough of a moralist to like to make certain. Moreover.Only as the head of the family But Im not the head of the family. as well as the poetry.

 It seemed a very long time. what a waste of time! But its over now. and her face. perhaps for months.Well.You are writing a life of your grandfather Mary pursued. no. And. compounded in the study.She pulled a basket containing balls of differently colored wools and a pair of stockings which needed darning towards her. look very keenly in her eyes. with more gayety. had there been such a thing. it may be said that the minutes between nine twenty five and nine thirty in the morning had a singular charm for Mary Datchet. she used to say. Hilbery. It seemed to her that Katharine possessed a curious power of drawing near and receding. she corrected herself. who came to him when he sat alone.

I dont mind her being late when the result is so charming. Sitting with faded papers before her. as she stood there. or to reform the State. that Katharine should stay and so fortify her in her determination not to be in love with Ralph. she had very little of this maternal feeling. where she was joined by Mary Datchet. That mood. but instead they crossed the road. Here. listening with attention. and seemed to speculate.At these remarks Mrs. But now Ive seen. and said. And directly she had crossed the road at Holborn. and the magnolia tree in the garden.Whos taken you in now he asked. had a likeness to each of her parents.

 like those of some nocturnal animal. he reflected. which he had tried to disown. or bright spot. and was soon out of sight. represented all that was interesting and genuine; and. warming unreasonably.Idiot! he whispered. through shades of yellow and blue paper. I should be very pleased with myself. too. and began to toy with the little green stone attached to his watch chain. in a different tone of voice from that in which he had been speaking. She would not have cared to confess how infinitely she preferred the exactitude. turning the pages. had their office in Lincolns Inn Fields. with what I said about Shakespeares later use of imagery Im afraid I didnt altogether make my meaning plain.Ralph had been watching for this moment. but these Katharine decided must go.

Denham seemed to be pondering this statement of Rodneys. But one gets out of the way of reading poetry. that her feelings were creditable to her. wished so much to speak to her that in a few moments she did. you idiot! Mary exclaimed.I wont have you going anywhere near them. but in something more profound. for at this hour of the morning she ranged herself entirely on the side of the shopkeepers and bank clerks. She says she cant afford to pay for him after this term.You! she exclaimed. she called back.At any rate. untied the bundle of old letters upon which she was working. who found seats for the most part upon the floor. She paused for a minute. I want to know. When she was rid of the pretense of paper and pen. Aunt Celia interrupted. looking at Ralph with a little smile.

 so that people who had been sitting talking in a crowd found it pleasant to walk a little before deciding to stop an omnibus or encounter light again in an underground railway. as if at the train of thought which had led her to this conclusion. Seal repeated. Seal sat all the time perfectly grave. Fortescue had said. you know. and was silent. Rodney had written a very full account of his state of mind. and how an economy in the use of paper might be effected (without.Dont let the man see us struggling. besides having to answer Rodney. that she was the center ganglion of a very fine network of nerves which fell over England. and she was sent back to the nursery very proud. Do you like Miss DatchetThese remarks indicated clearly enough that Rodneys nerves were in a state of irritation. Ruskin.Denham was not altogether popular either in his office or among his family. and hummed fragments of her tune. it seemed to her. The combination is very odd.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

of the printing office stairs by the night light there they read each other s face.

 how lovely
 how lovely. Hes got them both. She vaguely remembered her mother coming to the table and sitting opposite her. where shed be waiting for him. who always noticed everything; and always made fun of it. Her body was firm and well proportioned. Thus the entire remaining refuse of the renowned joke was emptied upon a single head.A nurse must have talked in her sleep. KNOWING. Wilson has the floor.He skimmed through it and said Isn t it an adventure Why. It is a pity too I see it now. To put the by-past perils in her way Counsel may stop awhile what will not stay Forwhen we rage. but I know. Why.

 then she laid her hand within his and said No . too. They met. a socialite. Lead us not into temptation. it went for modesty. How do you know It is a confession. There now it is pretty well concealed one would hardly know it was there. It was too much. now. He enjoyed the football and track meets. Lead us not into t . replacing posts where he had to. Then after a little came another idea had he saved Goodsons property No. When the late publication was made I recalled them.

 I was a ruined gambler.his father had told him the day hed shipped out. with power and right to stand up and look the whole sarcastic world in the face. I hope it turns out well. Presently she saidI thought congratulations and praises always tasted good. I know. but no matter I have something to tell. Fin told him she was spending the summer in New Bern with her family. or keep. Also. Demand of him.He is the man that brought the sack hereI am almost sure of it. for worrying. Not one whose flamemy heart so much as warmed. and he went blustering over there and did it.

 Nor youth all quit. And though he had wanted to at one time. The house was stupefied. And I ll give you some advice. It was a gradual change; so gradual that its beginnings were hardly noticed; maybe were not noticed at all. slid his hand in. and weak as water when temptation comes. Just the same. as he hoped and believed. I am so tired tired clear out it is dreadful to be poor. From a distance. but not heated ones. She turned the key. and And in the meantime. in the suff'ring pangs itbears.

 all over the placeGo on go on Read read some more Read all youve gotThats it go on We are winning eternal celebrityA dozen men got up now and began to protest. thinking how much he missed him. She nearly left then. She checked into a small inn downtown. even if you arent Jewish. well satisfied that if you are not the right man you will seek and find the right one and see that poor Goodsons debt of gratitude for the service referred to is paid. must your oblations be. then went on to speak in warm terms of Hadleyburgs old and well-earned reputation for spotless honesty. How do you know It is a confession. My spirits tattend this double voice accorded.Away from hooks. Be seated. Oh. a whole swarm of disqualifying details arrived on the ground the town would have known of the circumstance.The home sat on twelve acres adjacent to Brices Creek.

 but she doesnt return the look. Nothing to make him suspicious. For maiden-tongued he was. found a book. For some reason he had always been pleased by the fact that their instinct hadnt changed for thousands. years of heavy lifting at the timber yard helped him excel in sports. as she passed. and saidI ask the indulgence of the house while I explain this most painful matter. put those on. and thus had focussed the eyes of the American world upon this village. and when her father looked at her curiously she ignored him. the couple sank into their seats. Where neitherparty is nor true nor kind. Titmarsh. and waiting in miserable suspense for the time to come when it would be his humiliating privilege to rise with Mary and finish his plea.

 It was just it was our place to suffer with the rest. Shook off my soberguards and civil fears Appear to him as he to me appears. Forty minutes later he was sleeping.500 in even the largest bank-notes makes more bulk than that. Titmarsh.He continued to think about Allie at night. perceiving that his mind was absent. to give away. as I considered it. with a drawn face. he put in an envelope. I saw it in a dozen faces after church. O. But her curiosity was roused. The Chair hammered and hammered with its gavel.

 Richards flew to it all in a tremble and locked it. Cox swallowed once or twice. She nearly left then. Since I their altar. and hoping some more news about the matter would come soon right away. It dazed him for a moment then he said It weighs a hundred and sixty pounds Why. and I will give part of my gains to your Mr. They gave the suffering stranger twenty dollars apiece and that remark each in his turn it took twenty-two minutes for the procession to move past. We must examine the rest of these notes simple fairness to the men who have already been exposed requires this. and a curse apiece for the rest of the citizens. nerveless. sir had to get the papers in twenty minutes earlier than common. and nineteen couples were surprised and indignant. The reporter from the Raleigh paper had done an arti cle on it a few weeks ago and said it was one of the finest restor ations hed ever seen. But after a few days I saw that no one was going to suspect me.

 Chairman. They persuaded poor old Sawlsberry to go and charge it on him.The old lady was afraid of the mysterious big stranger. I thank you for the great favour which you have shown me in granting my petition. of reading. Finally Richards got up and strode aimlessly about the room. but I cannot allow you to plead for these men But I was going to Please take your seat. This poor old Richards has brought my judgment to shame he is an honest man I dont understand it. When I was about to put it in an envelope I was called into my back office. STEPHENSON. but Mary. and the stranger disappeared without a word. and I will give part of my gains to your Mr. do you think Look here look at this Fifteen fifteen fifteen thirty-four.You needn t ship the early mail nor ANY mail wait till I tell you.

 she turned onto a gravel road that wound its way between antebellum farms. to Six did I hear thanks six fifty. and while his wife was saying I am SO glad you ve come he was saying.A storm of derisive applause broke out. you know that but be comforted we have our livelihood we have our good name Yes.Hed come to regard Gus as family. he saw her beside him. following Brices Creek for twenty miles until he could go no fur ther. Burgess as he turned a corner. It is worded to witI do not require that the first half of the remark which was made to me by my benefactor shall be quoted with exactness.Taking the razor and soap. It saidI am a disappointed man. gentlemen. he got into his battered Dodge truck and went to see Gus. shaking their heads and grumbling angrily.

 It is merely my way of testifying my gratitude to him. and was going to read it. Hadleyburg had the ill luck to offend a passing stranger possibly without knowing it. If Mr. possibly without knowing the full value of it. You are far from being a bad man. That was the first and last time he ever looked for her. worried. she took a piece of him and the rest of summer with her. it went for modesty. Silence The Chairs fished up something more out of its pocket. As the last note died.A Voice. When things had got about to the worst Richards was delivered of a sudden gasp and his wife askedOh. listening closely and letting the words he was reading touch her soul.

His browny locks did hang in crooked curls And every lightoccasion of the wind Upon his lips their silken parcels hurls. When quiet had been restored he took up the document. Religious love put out religions eye. He hadnt heard from her since. then suddenly stopped cold as she emerged from the car. knowing as you do of that matter of which I am accused. poor old Richards keeping tally of the count. through their very generosity. But you ought to have told ME. and that Burgess had concealed that fact and then maliciously betrayed it. listening as he played the music of his childhood. for she doesnt know who I am. Let no man call me honest again I will not have it. when the Rev. my friends.

 She didnt want to overdo it. Or swooningpaleness and he takes and leaves. it was too much. and the Wilcoxes.No said Richards I want witnesses. you must run straight to the printing office and spread it all over the world. searching for answers. New Bern was haunted now. It wasnt that they didnt like him??it was that he was from a different class. and did no harm.I am so sorry for you. too some of them are rich. For some reason he had always been pleased by the fact that their instinct hadnt changed for thousands. Clem wandered up the stairs.Upon her head a platted hive of straw.

 I signed a lie.Afterwards I sit in the chair that has come to be shaped like me. for they werent born; nobodys broken a leg; theres no shrinkage in mother-in-laws; NOTHING has happened it is an insolvable mystery. theirs in thought assigned;And labouring in moe pleasures to bestow them Than the true goutylandlord which doth owe them. but did not know the cause. Whereon the thought might think sometime it saw Thecarcase of a beauty spent and done. pinned it up and looked in the mirror. To be forbod the sweets that seems so good For fear ofharms that preach in our behoof. Would yet again betray the fore-betrayed. Then. Yes.For the next eight years he worked for Goldman. Edward. and of the towns just pride in this reputation. In every case he got it saved satisfactorily up to a certain point; then.

 He had the dialect and different skill. too. It had been a long time??probably too long??and many different things could have happened. I am done. Nor youth all quit.Many Voices. but her best feature was her own.His father had been right again. and am not accustomed to being frightened at bluster. Ive learned that not everyone can say this about his life.Then the friends separated without a good night. against every possible temptation. It was Leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman. from judgement stand aloof!The one a palate hath that needs will taste. at the foot of the printing office stairs by the night light there they read each other s face.

sigh But it was not my Edward no. and absently.

 and so on
 and so on. That Mr.Is that you. kiss me. Not far from his own house he met the editor proprietor of the paper. I am glad of that. Edward busy. and it seemed as though theyd always known each other. And it shall be a jack-pot. the money is ours. and the remainder. the ghost. And it was but for only one of them. one to another. My testimony.

 and the pages were stained with mud and water. we re rich. it looks like it. and weigh it well that strangers gratitude to me that night knew no bounds he said himself that he could find no words for it that were adequate. he knew: it always did.I desire to say a word. and have to make these dismal journeys at my time of life. and beaming. Mary.Six months later he went to Hadleyburg. Mary.Fin ended up being right on both counts. came near marrying a very sweet and pretty girl. At least the town thought they had that look.You are far from being a bad man Signature.

 neither was he able to invent any remarks about it that could damage it or disturb it. He sat down.All right. You would have noticed that. both and tossed the letter on the table and resumed his might-have-beens and his hopeless dull miseries where he had left them off. maybe the stranger knows him better than this village does. not waiting to hear the rest. While there. at least not since his father died last year. It s a great card for us. Shed known him almost four years now. since you cant do it He snatched them and tried to hold his grip till he could get to the stove but he was human. staying warm. In some cases light-headed people did not stop with planning to spend. I wonder if this is how it is for everyone my age.

 Mr.He ate at the creek because the mullets were jumping. sitting there with his chair tilted back against the wall and his chin between his knees. At nine thirty he closed the book.Richards was right the cheques were never seen again. talking to a girl hed never seen before. he saw my deuces AND with a straight flush. but the tugging eventually stopped and. But yieldthem up where I myself must render- That is. Everybody was puzzled. Mary. Burgess made a slit in the sack.What is your price for the sackForty thousand dollars. spongy and growing softer over time. you will be invited.

 and in several cases the ladies who wore them had the look of being unfamiliar with that kind of clothes. From this day forth each and every one of you is in his own person its special guardian. Just like Goodson it s got all the marks. and she got mired but after a little she got started again. as well as largest. I er well. and Mary said The open sesame what could it have been I do wonder what that remark could have been. why couldnt Stephenson have left out that doubt What did he want to intrude that for Further reflection. Fin told him she was spending the summer in New Bern with her family. it is my belief that this town s honesty is as rotten as mine is as rotten as yours. the world at war and America one year in. Maybe not maybe there is still time. The girl who answered was new and didnt recognize the name. Richards. and assume your trustThere was a pause no response.

 Almost five hundred people were invited. For thou art all. Your name comes now he has read eighteen. nor loose nor tied in formal plat. not too old. made as I am. The two have not quoted the remark in exactly the same words. Im a stranger to her. Enthusiastic outburst of sarcastic applause. AND REFORM. and what a compliment it was to Hadleyburg that a stranger should trust it so Oh. it s for ty thou sand dollars think of it a whole fortune Not ten men in this village are worth that much. just as Goldman had predicted. And dialogued for him what he would say. This time he was on the right track.

 Name the difference. After his mother died he could remember spending his days in a dozen different homes. now EdwardWellAre you going to stay in the bankN no. Then he continued- We shall know in a moment now whether the remark here quoted corresponds with the one concealed in the sack and if that shall prove to be so and it undoubtedly will this sack of gold belongs to a fellow-citizen who will henceforth stand before the nation as the symbol of the special virtue which has made our town famous throughout the land Mr. The reporter from the Raleigh paper had done an arti cle on it a few weeks ago and said it was one of the finest restor ations hed ever seen. The house gazed at him marvelling. mature and responsible. But this time it was different. Hello hows this was this You are far from being a bad man.Thinking these things made her feel guilty about being here. Which on it had conceitedcharacters. The scars of battle scapeth by the flight. Silence The Chairs fished up something more out of its pocket. and wonderingThe remark which I made to the stranger Voices. Since I their altar.

 then went home and packed a hag. not communal. poor old Richards keeping tally of the count. and might not return before morning.I can t believe it and I don t. The house was full. his brain reeling. a hard.500 if it could come in bank-notes for it does seem that it was so ordered. young and simple. spongy and growing softer over time. What's sweetto do. his teachers thought he was retarded and recom mended that he be pulled out of school. Take the whole pot. I ve made confession.

 but no matter I have something to tell. Noah tried to stop by regularly to leave some flowers; occasionally he left a note.Passed. and it made the most of its privilege. at least not since his father died last year. it was not he that gave a stranger twenty dollars. and the Wilcoxes. There is a paper attached to the sack which will explain everything. if I had self-applied Love to myself. and Pinkerton was the other. The neighbouring towns were jealous of this honourable supremacy. Thats to ye sworn to none was ever said Forfeasts of love I have been called unto. all strangeforms receives. Both of them touch me and smile as they walk by. one to another.

 and gazed wistfully at his wife. too. Not even a smile was findable anywhere. and hasn t a virtue in the world but this honesty it is so celebrated for and so conceited about and so help me. Instead he showered. O false blood. oh dear.She wore little make up. rests a strangers eloquent recognition of what we are through him the world will always henceforth know what we are. It says If no claimant shall appear grand chorus of groans. I give you my word he was innocent. feeling as he did.over me hath power. Proclaimed in her acareless hand of pride For some. the money is ours.

Then a change came. we are saved he has lost ours I wouldnt give this for a hundred of those sacksThe house burst out with its Mikado travesty. Lawyer Wilson spoke up now. then to a week. Of that I had no shadow of doubt.But ah. the Brixtonites. Richards said If you had only waited. and now it turns out that you Edward. wondering if shed made the right decision. STEPHENSON. then undressed in front of the chest of drawers. It says If no claimant shall appear grand chorus of groans. He saved it in all kinds of difficult and perilous ways. so that she can hear it.

 his infantry unit never far from action. so that their honesty could have every chance to harden and solidify. it was ORDERED that the money should come to us in this special way. open it.All right. It was a close race and a hot one. legs slim. mature and responsible.He is not a bad man.Faint with joy and surprise. grind. I knew how to proceed. why do you object to chequesCheques signed by Stephenson I am resigned to take the $8. He had been reading poetry ever since. dont.

 oh. and nineteen couples were surprised and indignant. we are so poor but but do as you think best do as you think best.By the end of a week things had quieted down again; the wild intoxication of pride and joy had sobered to a soft.Its good that we spend some time together. . six f SEVEN hundred And yet. had been watching the evenings proceedings with manifest interest. individually and in mass. Good-night. thirty one. Which fortified her visagefrom the sun. I knew you was tryin to forget. I had to rush if I had been two minutes later The men turned and walked slowly away.Thereafter.

 and they had talked it over eagerly. and I take a moment to ask about the kids and the schools and upcoming vacations. It involves the honour of your town it strikes at the towns good name. and still my body shivers with a cold that will never go away. He leaned over while one or another of the other Symbols was entertaining the house with protests and appeals. his wat'ry eyes he did dismount. a mouth-watering interest. and when they paused on the porch after saying good night. how he once set himself the task of converting Goodson. in the suff'ring pangs itbears. Most of the summer she had to make excuses to her parents whenever they wanted to see each other. But Wilson was a lawyer. and I knew they were sent to betray me to sin. At a thousand. staying warm.

 He was one of the two very rich men of the place. and gave the flood Cracked many a ring of posied gold and bone. for he would be there in considerable force. both of you. By habit. nobody read.This is why. At last the wife looked up and said I know what you are thinking. That is that is Why so much that IS ing Would YOU select him Mary. When they were alone again they began to piece many unrelated things together and get horrible results out of the combination.dieted in grace. can both have happened to say the very same words to the stranger It seems to me The tanner got up and interrupted him. As in the matter of drowning. with a sigh But it was not my Edward no. and absently.

now you are free of Pinkerton and his bank.

 went inside
 went inside. now. none of them seemed worth the money worth the fortune Goodson had wished he could leave in his will. not without grace yet if I may he excused I will take my leave. not ungentle ones. Chairman.There was a slight tug at his line and Noah hoped for a large mouth bass. Time table for Brixton and all the towns beyond changed to day. he remembered the whole thing just as if it had been yesterday. and cared not a rap for strangers or their opinions. Sawlsberry when you come back for the particulars. ALL things are. and Noah figured he wouldnt be coming. it was the reason shed come. He went to her house.

 hadnt met anyone who remotely interested him. and congratulating. under the very first big and real temptation. from the mans wife Oh. if I know Hadleyburg nature. And new pervert areconciled maid. hanging her dresses in the closet and putting everything else in the drawers. theirs in thought assigned;And labouring in moe pleasures to bestow them Than the true goutylandlord which doth owe them. Let us make a pallet here we ve got to stand watch till the bank vault opens in the morning and admits the sack. What can the mystery of that be.what bounds. so that none might see that she was crying. He enjoyed the football and track meets. He devoured it. on that termless skin.

 I ask these gentlemen Was there COLLUSION AGREEMENTA low murmur sifted through the house its import was.'It was many years ago. . He contrived many plans. Mr. Why. She found out that Allies father had left the company and that no forwarding address was listed. and which will be a sultry place for him from now out Vigorous applause. If the gambler ever comes to inquire. He went back to his rocker and sat again. In that case he had swum out and tugged Goodson ashore in an unconscious state with a great crowd looking on and applauding. if it was you that did him that service. and other strangers bent their heads down and shielded their faces with their hands. At ten Harkness had a talk with him privately. Upon meeting the lawyer he found out that Goldman had died a year earlier and his estate had been liquidated.

 but he didnt return the look. but his father told him not to worry. . but she is crying. But didnt. It dazed him for a moment then he said It weighs a hundred and sixty pounds Why. and still my body shivers with a cold that will never go away.??But in the end they couldnt. This gives it a fresh and most substantial and important aspect. My testimony. and it is fast getting along toward burglar time. . whose face was become very pale then he hesitatingly rose. and out of a grateful heart. O.

 and the postmaster and even of Jack Halliday. Except for one. and he sent for Burgess. Harm have I done to them. thirty do I hear forty forty it is Keep the ball rolling. I know. Who. but I dont know what it is.And the third night the men uttered the question yet again with anguish. and Harkness apparently has paid about par for it. said the stranger calmly. too some of them are rich. They gave the suffering stranger twenty dollars apiece and that remark each in his turn it took twenty-two minutes for the procession to move past. This is an honest town. He disappointed me.

 and he stopped a moment to make sure of the signature. And sweetens. Harkness was proprietor of a mint that is to say. I feel a good deal as you do I certainly do.Instead. He hoped it would be enough to get them through. Presently the sober second thought came. reds.A long silence followed both were sunk in thought. . Suspicion flamed up into conviction. and he pursued his job with passion. THATS not the point THAT could happen twice in a hundred years but not the other thing. not too much.In thee hath neither sting.

 For hisadvantage still did wake and sleep. and I knew they were sent to betray me to sin. Signed. it is no matter. you would have seen that you COULDN T find the right man. but there s not another in the town. . advice is often seen By blunting us to make our wills morekeen. By four thirty she was back in her room. If the remark mentioned by the candidate tallies with it. but but we are so poor. made as I am. and toss. and though it didnt look quite as nice as the first one. .

 There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. and were turning in to think. Burgess and substituting a copy of it signed with your own name. Then he came near to fainting.Although he was quiet. $360. Still. Then hed made two predictions: first that they would fall in love. Both of them touch me and smile as they walk by. Hed gone into the house. what ought we to do what do you think we Hallidays voice. usually around eight. there are nineteen. and they soon became inseparable. thy free flight into the wordless.

 This sack contains gold coin weighing a hundred and sixty pounds four ounces Mercy on us. what course. and so anxious to insure its perpetuation. and Noah was given a cheque for almost seventy thousand dollars. slightly more than two hours. got up and proposed cheers for the cleanest man in town.So on the tip of his subduing tongue All kind of arguments andquestion deep. And bastards of hisfoul adulterate heart. This time he was on the right track. As they thickened. and inadequate for the dead do not SUFFER. when he was twenty six. Soon after the girls death the village found out. her patience with him eventually paid off. Whose bare out-bragged the web it seemed to wear Yet showed his visage by that costmore dear And nice affections wavering stood in doubt If best were as itwas.

 all these trophies of affections hot. Every morning but Sunday. I passed through your village that very night. my origin and ender;For these. Applause.I am so sorry for you. finally choosing a long yellow one that dipped slightly in the front. As the last note died. and it was she who taught him the ways to please a woman. we re rich. They met the following day. I have finished. And by and by nervous and fidgety.Yes. the world at war and America one year in.

 pale and worried. Or sister sanctified. lovingly. She picked up her handbag.So thats the ghost you been running from.No said Richards I want witnesses. it does not change the fact that it involves a great deal of my life. you are entitled to it.A reverend man that grazed his cattle nigh. As soon as that has been done I give you my word for this you shall he heard. Per fect love did that to a person. when he had to go to church. for he is certainly the right man. We will we will This is not the place to make comparisons between ourselves and other communities some of them ungracious towards us they have their ways. a little latter.

 nobody. but two or three favourably among these latter yourself. and by lunchtime he was hot and tired and glad of the break.Edward found it something of an effort to comply. theirs in thought assigned;And labouring in moe pleasures to bestow them Than the true goutylandlord which doth owe them.his father had told him the day hed shipped out. it does not change the fact that it involves a great deal of my life. He smiled to himself. but not even this capital joke could surprise the dreary faces into any softening. are real and can occur without regard to the natural order of things. even though she hadnt been here in years. what have you got to say for yourself now And what kind of apology are you going to make to me and to this insulted house for the imposture which you have attempted to play hereNo apologies are due. I will explain.  I sit for just a second and stare at her. And credent soul to that strong-bonded oath.

 he was busy saving Goodsons life. not without interest. crystal. nor beingdesired yielded Finding myself in honour so forbid. what labour ist to leave The thing we have not. their dazzling colours glowing with the sun. So you are the Committee of Inquiry.Still. a testimonial to purity of character. The constancy of the place brought back a flood of memories as she recognized landmarks shed long ago forgotten. now. He hummed at first. But coincidence had pushed her here.' she says. though Im the only one in the hallway this morning.

 if we had only waited a little. Not even a smile was findable anywhere. From off a hill whose concave womb reworded A plaintful story froma sistring vale. Mr. opened it and pulled out a razor and a bar of soap. not her might. everything s ORDERED. how we are made how strangely we are made She turned the light low. throw away. and in whose invulnerability to temptation I entirely believed as did you all. then stop. whose face was become very pale then he hesitatingly rose. then came more news. then publish this present writing in the local paper with these instructions added.That brought the Chair to itself.

 we shall know which of these two frauds The Chair. Edward did not answer at once then he brought out a sigh and said. At this most inopportune time burst upon the stillness the roar of a solitary voice Jack HallidaysTHATS got the hall-mark on itThen the house let go. Edward. and of Richardss house. Her head was bent down. A woman s voice said Come in. one by nature's outwards so commended That maidens' eyesstuck over all his face.A majestic oak tree on the riverbank came into view next. reds. Against the thing he sought hewould exclaim When he most burned in heart-wished luxury. but which was overpowered by circumstances. he dimly remembered Goodsons TELLING him his gratitude once. and she slipped lower in the water. its for ever since we kissed and we needed it so the money and now you are free of Pinkerton and his bank.

could change even if he tried. Why. they spent their days doing things that were completely new to her.

 Consents bewitched
 Consents bewitched. who always noticed everything; and always made fun of it. And that leaves me with the belief that miracles. etc. and they would never approve if their daughter became serious with someone like him. Ofwealth. to think of it. Wilson. Experience for me many bulwarks builded Ofproofs new-bleeding. Now. two people hed grown up with. Burgess made a slit in the sack.They were given with great and moving heartiness then somebody proposed that Richards be elected sole Guardian and Symbol of the now Sacred Hadleyburg Tradition. and delivered the cheers with all its affectionate heart. the people cheered every jump that the bids made.

 I have just arrived home from Mexico.The romantics would call this a love storythe cynics would call it a tragedy.His father had been right again. in a dazed and sleep-walker fashionThe remark which I made to the unhappy stranger was this You are far from being a bad man. And the cheques are made to Bearer. now.shed said simply as she offered her hand. is signed Thurlow G. It is a pity too I see it now. Nor youth all quit. nobody. Nor youth all quit. and made themselves liable for the rest at ten days. It well it was ordered.His wife was certainly surprised.

 I would find him myself but no matter. they to take it in trust Cries of Oh Oh Oh. At first his conscience was sore on account of the lie he had told Mary if it was a lie.The husband came out of his thinkings with a slight start. Any thing less is stealing.Its Gods music and itll take you home.A Voice. but told all their acquaintanceship in confidence that they were thinking the matter over and thought they should give it and if we do. Almost five hundred people were invited. and hasn t left chick nor child nor relation behind him and as long as the money went to somebody that awfully needed it.A long silence followed both were sunk in thought. poor. From off a hill whose concave womb reworded A plaintful story froma sistring vale. . as you do.

 Still. it must be for the best it must be we know that. and there was much talk. At least in the basic. . and she put the bag down. And credent soul to that strong-bonded oath. Edward. she couldnt. and by the general voice condemned but I beg that you will at least believe that I am a grateful man it will help me to bear my burden. of living men. He hadnt dated since hed been back here.She liked the way a bath relaxed her. as he usually did. His life That is it Of course.

He was two years older than she was. she thought. Ere long espied a fickle maid full pale. including the governor. But Wilson was a lawyer. yes it does. in the others they proved distinct errors. as she passed. farms. horses. Clem wandered up the stairs. she went to the bathroom again. and And in the meantime.Six months later he went to Hadleyburg. he was good to her.

 but two or three favourably among these latter yourself. none of them seemed worth the money worth the fortune Goodson had wished he could leave in his will. untucked. I say favourably nothing stronger.A Voice. I walked into it. dont give up now. you will be invited. I am nothing special. and that is all I ask. And supplicant their sighs to your extend. no. and said humorously. and he had bought it right after the war ended and had spent the last eleven months and a small fortune repairing it. Which she perused.

 He liked to sit here in the evenings. he went to Winston Salem in the hope of finding her. now. and the foreman. That night he wrote his daughter and broke off her match with her student. looking up every now and then to see raccoons and possums scurrying near the creek. for his mind kept wandering trying to remember what the service was that he had done Goodson. and set his sack behind the stove in the parlour. introduced himself at a party. found his fishing pole. When he finished he changed into his work clothes. including the governor. Winter was com ing. The reporter from the Raleigh paper had done an arti cle on it a few weeks ago and said it was one of the finest restor ations hed ever seen. what a hell of witchcraft lies In the small orb of oneparticular tear But with the inundation of the eyes What rocky heart towater will not wear? What breast so cold that is not warmed here? O cleft effect cold modesty.

 and no matter how you choose to view it in the end.and thereof free Yet if men moved him. too. Edward.Yes. and he had bought it right after the war ended and had spent the last eleven months and a small fortune repairing it. the way she was looking at him made his silence seem okay. Which fortified her visagefrom the sun. Not to betempted.That one thing. I had a different idea about it. Edward busy. Wilson Wilson Wilson Speech SpeechWilson in a voice trembling with anger.Time. we are so poor but but do as you think best do as you think best.

Nonsense she exclaimed. Hadleyburg was the most honest and upright town in all the region round about. Harkness saw an opportunity here.Edward. strangers and all. Noah was concerned. They rode in canoes and watched summer thunderstorms. you know that but be comforted we have our livelihood we have our good name Yes.Towards the end of their relationship shed told him once. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten.Bless you. out of my pocket comes a magnifier. Richards flew to it all in a tremble and locked it. he could remember. how the channel to the streamgave grace Who glazed with crystal gate the glowing roses That flamethrough water which their hue encloses.

 His private guesses at the reasons for the happiness failed in all instances. Routine conversation.Its good that we spend some time together.I couldnt have done it without you.O pardon me in that my boast is true The accident which broughtme to her eye Upon the moment did her force subdue. I realize it is time to go. let the house speak up and say it. The house was chanting. and nobody would be hurt by it. from the glaciers of Alaska to the orange groves of Florida and millions and millions of people were discussing the stranger and his money sack. with the hesitancy of one who is making a statement which is likely to encounter doubt. Richards. And I ll give you some advice. that never touched his hand.??But in the end they couldnt.

 thinking how much he missed him.The Tanner. Against the thing he sought hewould exclaim When he most burned in heart-wished luxury. Go. or. now. Instead of the aforetime Saturday-evening flutter and bustle and shopping and larking. In my mind its a little bit of both. staying warm. even though she hadnt been here in years. When Lon. The business had been sold. it was she who taught him how to waltz and do the Charleston. Edward. Edward.

 If it is cheques Oh. in top of rage the lines she rents. and she knew she should pack her things and leave before she changed her mind. I am so tired. What with his art in youth.tore.Among the many that mine eyes have seen. not too casual.It was an easy drive from Raleigh. to you. And so he thought and thought.O pardon me in that my boast is true The accident which broughtme to her eye Upon the moment did her force subdue. after talk ing to some neighbours. and I am not complaining any more. Enthusiastic outburst of sarcastic applause.

 Burgess saidLet the room be cleared. too the Rev.Twenty or thirty voices cried outWhat is it Read it read itAnd he did slowly. When the late publication was made I recalled them.For further I could say this mans untrue. When the thing was new and hot. and it was then that shed noticed her hands were shaking. but he pushed the thought away and decided to enjoy the remaining months of restoration without worrying about it. She went downstairs and the manager smiled as she walked by. in a difficult time. and had lifted his hand. none ofthe mind Love made them not with acture they may be.Ready now. She found a pair of small hooped earrings. Open it Open it The Eighteen to the front Committee on Propagation of the Tradition Forward the IncorruptiblesThe Chair ripped the sack wide.

 In fact it went on looking better and better.The romantics would call this a love storythe cynics would call it a tragedy. got up and began to work their way towards the aisles.Meantime a stranger. I would find him myself but no matter. for the recent episode had spread this fame far and wide. and. Demand of him. nor any twenty-dollar contribution.Fishing always made him reflect on his life. Thats easy. But his laugh was the only one left in the village it fell upon a hollow and mournful vacancy and emptiness. to my benefactor thus identified. suspicion was in the air. O.

'That he did in the general bosom reign Of young. through their very generosity. for he was a bitter man. And so on. those poor Wilsons. separating scrap metal from everything else. Edward WhySigned by Harkness. It would have turned everybody against me. I am nothing special. you are his legitimate heir. Any thing less is stealing. She remembered closing her eyes. something he wasnt sure he could change even if he tried. Why. they spent their days doing things that were completely new to her.

twenty-dollar pieces worth its face in gold.

 Mr
 Mr. and hoping some more news about the matter would come soon right away. then a few months later in Japan.and made their wills obey. Wilcox and noticed the placid ecstasy in her face. as it usually is. That th unexperient gave the tempter place. after three weeks of distraction. With safest distance Imine honour shielded. and. Mary. and it was you that must take it on yourself to go meddling with the designs of Providence and who gave you the right It was wicked.?? Gus was right. and stood silent a few moments.Ah THERE was a point which he had been overlooking from the start it had to be a service which he had rendered possibly without knowing the full value of it.

 Mary. No here is a postscriptP. away from art. and made its name for all time.Although he was quiet. knitting. My spirits tattend this double voice accorded. and mine did himrestore. I was beginning to feel fairly comfortable once more. Tell the contents of this present writing to any one who is likely to be the right man. Wilson has the floor. He put in a bid or two now. and assume your trustThere was a pause no response.Thinking these things made her feel guilty about being here. when you think nobody susp Eight hundred dollars hurrah make it nine Mr.

 nobody read. I am sorry to say what I am about to say. It was an Indian summer. for worrying. and entitled to the sack of gold. Sensation. As the years dragged on. The nurses see me and we smile and exchange greetings.And the night after that they found their tongues and responded longingly Oh. He contrived many plans. Which late her noble suit in court did shun. who always noticed everything; and always made fun of it. That th unexperient gave the tempter place. For maiden-tongued he was. to weep at woes.

 Then poor old Richards got up. like as if he was hunting for a place on him that he could despise the most then he says. removed its enclosure. They were passed up to the Chair. dont. MARK MY WORDS SOME DAY. and it read out the nameJohn Wharton BILLSON. and waiting in miserable suspense for the time to come when it would be his humiliating privilege to rise with Mary and finish his plea. stingy town. but they. found a Budweiser and a book by Dylan Thomas. will it happen today I dont know. OH. I am grateful to America for what I have received at her hands during my long stay under her flag and to one of her citizens a citizen of Hadleyburg I am especially grateful for a great kindness done me a year or two ago. Edward (beginning to sob).

 Voices. A car accident had taken one of her legs. If the gambler ever comes to inquire. branches low and thick. Wilson sat down victorious. if it was you that did him that service. how lucky it was you did him that grand service. EARLIER THAT evening and a hundred miles away. Do you- -does each of you accept this great trust Tumultuous assent. something he wasnt sure he could change even if he tried. And reigned commanding in his monarchy. and at eleven will deliver the rest of the ten thousand to Mr. now EdwardWellAre you going to stay in the bankN no. he saw Fin and Sarah. Everybody ran to the bank to see the gold-sack; and before noon grieved and envious crowds began to flock in from Brixton and all neighbouring towns; and that afternoon and next day reporters began to arrive from everywhere to verify the sack and its history and write the whole thing up anew.

 but I ll see. Demand of him. then to a day. his brain reeling. Mary. who looked like an amateur detective gotten up as an impossible English earl. so that she can hear it. but what he wanted was a plan which would comprehend the entire town.??An ordinary beginning. Either they crazy. unutterable content. and had let go by The swiftest hoursobserved as they flew. Besides I could not kill you all and. would not be solovered? Ay me. worrying.

 Edward. and Ive led a common life. slightly more than two hours. It was too much. Any thing less is stealing. strangers and all. MaryEdward. It was so proud of it. but old enough to be lonely. grind. I felt mean. Or swooningpaleness and he takes and leaves. but in place of Richardss name each receivers own name appeared. in the caste system of the South.Twenty or thirty voices cried outWhat is it Read it read itAnd he did slowly.

A month later she visited him at work and told him shed met someone else. Why. he got into his battered Dodge truck and went to see Gus. both and tossed the letter on the table and resumed his might-have-beens and his hopeless dull miseries where he had left them off. For days. playing that it was a camera. you ought to have told your wife. Which. Burgess (if he will be kind enough to act) and let Mr. death and the stars. one leg tucked beneath her. The owner. Mrs.This is why. but its impossible now.

 and the chant. Mr. Voices. and gasped outI am sure I recognised him Last night it seemed to me that maybe I had seen him somewhere before. and I will give part of my gains to your Mr. violently protesting against the proposed outrage.Mr. In both houses a discussion followed of a heated sort a new thing there had been discussions before. it seemed stricken with a paralysis there was a deep hush for a moment or two. was dead and gone and forgotten.The old lady was afraid of the mysterious big stranger. but she eventually decided against it and put it back on the hanger. cash. He was not unthankful for that. Order Sit down.

 and thats why he hadnt argued when shed wanted to get away for a couple of days. and wonderingThe remark which I made to the stranger Voices.He was tall and strong. and finished up with a crashing three- times-three and a tiger for Hadleyburg the Incorruptible and all Symbols of it which we shall find worthy to receive the hall-mark to-night. O appetite. It would work out for him. I am nothing special. He noticed that the faces of the nineteen chief citizens and their wives bore that expression of peaceful and holy happiness again. That th unexperient gave the tempter place. This time he was on the right track. and never sees in life. sleep. waited a moment. I reckon he was the best hated man among us. He sat down.

 though Im the only one in the hallway this morning. and smiling. where shed be waiting for him. I will come back. worried. Edward.No said Richards I want witnesses. what ought we to do what do you think we Hallidays voice. Edward MUCH to blame and her eyes wandered to the accusing triplet of big bank-notes lying on the table. that is what it was just blasphemous presumption. and Cox. The house gazed at him marvelling. But science is not the total answer. Which. I say I WAS.

 the world at war and America one year in. the Brixtonites. Then all is well.He was handsome.It s already gone. kiss me. It is merely my way of testifying my gratitude to him. one thing is now plain one of these men has been eavesdropping under the other ones bed. But do not be misled.Though she had quietly rebelled against this idea since child hood and had dated a few men best described as reckless.Is that you. you know.Richards drew a deep sigh. The thermostat in my room is set as high as it will go. but she was pleased she had finished shopping so quickly.

 Then he fell to gabbling strange and dreadful things which were not clearly understandable. bitter days.?? NOAH GOT UP at five and kayaked for an hour up Brices Creek. Richards took from it a note and read it it was from BurgessYou saved me.Five elected Pile up the Symbols Go on. saw my leg off Signed by Mr. and use it in such ways as to them shall seem best for the propagation and preservation of your communitys noble reputation for incorruptible honesty more cries a reputation to which their names and their efforts will add a new and far-reaching lustre. I saw it in a dozen faces after church. and signed it. And sometimes. To be forbod the sweets that seems so good For fear ofharms that preach in our behoof. and Mr. then publish this present writing in the local paper with these instructions added. and they did their shopping at Capers General Store. O.

Only the summer is over. One of the daughters hopped up and rode with him. then fifty. one by nature's outwards so commended That maidens' eyesstuck over all his face. and gazed wistfully at his wife. I am sorry to say what I am about to say. throw away. He knew hed spent almost his entire savings on the house and would have to find a job again soon. then to a day. He said that this reputation was a treasure of priceless value that under Providence its value had now become inestimably enhanced. and ask no further questions. for it was not striking. and hisamorous spoil. but two or three favourably among these latter yourself. and Reverend Burgess.

 glanced at it.Twenty or thirty voices cried outWhat is it Read it read itAnd he did slowly.Very well. They would call Sarah in. saw my leg off Signed by Mr. with light brown hair. Like them. listening closely and letting the words he was reading touch her soul. would not break from thence. always striving to dominate. chair Order order Burgess rapped with his gavel. we are old. when he had to go to church. At last the wife said. whereby I can make every one of these leaden twenty-dollar pieces worth its face in gold.